why keep on lying when your not mean what you are
what u get?
nak sangat menang hambik hambik
aku kasi ko menang.
julang sampai ke langit
sembah la kemenangan tu.
puas?
no regret at all apa yang ko buat.
sampai satu saat ko kena ngadap
mintak maap
berlutut menyembah.
sampai satu tahap tu baru ko sedar kuasa
Allah tu maha besar.
Allahuakbar.
darjah 6
"Awang mana kad laporan?
Diam--
"Belom sign lagi cikgu."
Muka cikgu dah macam harimau. Sikit masa lagi dah bole muntahkan kata-kata berbisa dia.
satu kelas diam.
KENAPA TAK SIGN LAGI?
Habisla cikgu dah naik setan.
Terketar-ketar Awang menjawab.
"Bapak demam panas cikgu."
"TAKKAN DEMAM PANAS TAK BOLE NAK SIGN!"
suara cikgu matematik itu memetir
waktu tu cikgu rasa alasan awang langsung tidak munasabah.
waktu itu darjah 6
waktu itu guru kelas kami cikgu matematik yang garang macam singa.
yang mana kalau dia jerit bagai jatung dekat atas langit kau dekat bawah.
bertapa takutnya kami pada cikgu matematik.
guru kelas kami.
dan kini aku masih teringat-ingat waktu itu
sebab waktu itu, buat aku teringat kepada arwah bapak awang yang sakit demam panas.
Diam--
"Belom sign lagi cikgu."
Muka cikgu dah macam harimau. Sikit masa lagi dah bole muntahkan kata-kata berbisa dia.
satu kelas diam.
KENAPA TAK SIGN LAGI?
Habisla cikgu dah naik setan.
Terketar-ketar Awang menjawab.
"Bapak demam panas cikgu."
"TAKKAN DEMAM PANAS TAK BOLE NAK SIGN!"
suara cikgu matematik itu memetir
waktu tu cikgu rasa alasan awang langsung tidak munasabah.
waktu itu darjah 6
waktu itu guru kelas kami cikgu matematik yang garang macam singa.
yang mana kalau dia jerit bagai jatung dekat atas langit kau dekat bawah.
bertapa takutnya kami pada cikgu matematik.
guru kelas kami.
dan kini aku masih teringat-ingat waktu itu
sebab waktu itu, buat aku teringat kepada arwah bapak awang yang sakit demam panas.
butthurt
i having a difficult time on this month.
much on feeling.
for sure i'm not recovery any of yet.
but Alhamdulillah.
there is reason behind of this.
I belive of any ujian yang Allah berikan kepada aku untuk aku jadi lebih tabah.
Sebab aku leka dan lalai,
So Dia remindkan aku dengan cara ini.
Balik kepada Dia.
Gap--
Friend?
Lets just be a friend.
A friend what friend should be.
No heart feeling;
no feeling on him.
crack give up
rini aku p hiking kat bukit jambul.
semput.
stamina aku out.
memang rasa nak give up and balik
tapi aku gagah jugak.
seperti dengan langkah yang aku buat harini.
watever its take aku kena gagah.
semput.
stamina aku out.
memang rasa nak give up and balik
tapi aku gagah jugak.
seperti dengan langkah yang aku buat harini.
watever its take aku kena gagah.
sand whispering
when we took a step to move on,
u should be tough to not move backward
should i just follow the flow;
when u know all your assumption is right.
with all the calculation 99% that your heart will broken into pieces of glasses
yet it really need a time to recovery again.
trust is no longer with them--
not at all.
are you ready to be broken heart--
again?
i was thought it will be the last one.
but no.
he maybe one of them that will broke the heart.
whatever its take,
i will go slowly. just how we started at a first time.
with no sign at all.
goodbye.
u should be tough to not move backward
should i just follow the flow;
when u know all your assumption is right.
with all the calculation 99% that your heart will broken into pieces of glasses
yet it really need a time to recovery again.
trust is no longer with them--
not at all.
are you ready to be broken heart--
again?
i was thought it will be the last one.
but no.
he maybe one of them that will broke the heart.
whatever its take,
i will go slowly. just how we started at a first time.
with no sign at all.
goodbye.
Burden
Maybe when the factor a burden gone--
*snap the hand
Tadaa the problem will settle.
Maybe i'm the causes of burden.
Time
Truly to be told that i really want to u stay by side
now and till jannah.
please,
just me and let me be in that.
please--
from my weirdo dream.
Ah this kind of feeling keep blend and mix together--
Pengang dada. Why its hurt me again?
Magician Love
How dare you make me thinking of you
Make my smile stand a long.
Your eyes catch mine deep inside to heart.
Your mouth spell me a L-O-V-E
I'm bewitched.
Make my smile stand a long.
Your eyes catch mine deep inside to heart.
Your mouth spell me a L-O-V-E
I'm bewitched.
return again.
its 247am in the butak morning.
i got exam on 9 o clock,
yet i still cannot sleep.
i hate you.
i got exam on 9 o clock,
yet i still cannot sleep.
i hate you.
Penawar
Dier bukanla doktor atau nurse
mahupun pakar apa-apa dalam bidang.
tapi dekat dier jugak aku nak mengadu.
Aku tahu, dier merupakan pakar dalam tenangkan segala penyakit aku.
Mak.
I miss u much. I really want to go back home, this itchiness killing me.
kind blind
kenapa pemandangan hanya nampak yang buruk?
where the hell your eyes to see kindness?
kesian.
dah buta agaknya disebabkan hati tu dah hitam sangat.
*lets continue mission gemokkan badan sambil melihat drama manusia.
bitch
dimana terletaknya kemaluan hang?
Sebab hang muka xmalu so nampak sangat hang ni jenis cheap jugak la kot.
50 tahun
i don't know where the hell you gone my sweetness.
maybe i'm over protective with my feeling.
includes you.
too afraid too have it.
too afraid to fell broken-heart.
and
too afraid to have the "weirdo" feeling.
love, i'm sorry. the feeling does not come out yet.
wait till anak bulan sayang.
just stay there,
maybe i'm over protective with my feeling.
includes you.
too afraid too have it.
too afraid to fell broken-heart.
and
too afraid to have the "weirdo" feeling.
love, i'm sorry. the feeling does not come out yet.
wait till anak bulan sayang.
just stay there,
unpredictable result.
Alhamdulillah.
untuk segala kesusahan dulu
dipermudahkan segalanya.
terima kasih Allah.
family,
kawan.
untuk segala kesusahan dulu
dipermudahkan segalanya.
terima kasih Allah.
family,
kawan.
rules and ruler.
what i want maybe its not the best for me and
i should learn that not to forced people.
give their time.
"i couldn't force them to forgive me but what i could do beside asking forgiveness?
maybe yours assumption and expectation people to me is high
but sometime please kill yours ego.
ask yourself.
"how many times should we forgive a person? - as many time as we want Allah to forgive us"
place yourself in my shoes. forgiven maybe take time
but until when?
----think sayang.
this is Ujian dan Dugaan yang Allah cuba disampaikan
sebab Allah sayang aku tuhan hulur ujian begini dekat aku.
tuhan mahu aku ingat
setiap benda ada batas.
nanti masa depan aku disini, lain hari aku disebelah sana.
i should learn that not to forced people.
give their time.
"i couldn't force them to forgive me but what i could do beside asking forgiveness?
maybe yours assumption and expectation people to me is high
but sometime please kill yours ego.
ask yourself.
"how many times should we forgive a person? - as many time as we want Allah to forgive us"
place yourself in my shoes. forgiven maybe take time
but until when?
this is Ujian dan Dugaan yang Allah cuba disampaikan
sebab Allah sayang aku tuhan hulur ujian begini dekat aku.
tuhan mahu aku ingat
setiap benda ada batas.
nanti masa depan aku disini, lain hari aku disebelah sana.
Pointer
There is a point
Name climax
A top of a point in life
a point that you realize
You already give up on everything
Till now,
I nearer to that point
Physical, mental, emotional
I'm tired
Tired with all the shit that happen
around me.
Hoping someday there is somebody telling me that
"Please be strong and stand still where you are Allah always beside u"
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