old minded head

I look around me and see sweet life,
And

I'm stuck in the dark i just realize.

antara sakit gigi dan sakit hati

the most i hate is sakit gigi.
i should take care my teeth starting from now.
when the first time visit the dentist
its such a scary thing to do while watching kids walk out from the surgery room with crying look


oh ya beside that.
my heart is fragile enough for anybody too take care for it.
yeah sure i should solatep it with handle with care.
include the gigi not to eat ice-sweet-solid-food.

Future Memo

Alhamdulillah.
I'm pass at the stage that i struggle most.

Time--
Berserah kepadaNya,

her

time

why we need to flashback about something that don't deserve us?
keep moving.
your past just a memory.
choose--
either live well or live hell.

what i get

why keep on lying when your not mean what you are
what u get?

nak sangat menang hambik hambik
aku kasi ko menang.
julang sampai ke langit
sembah la kemenangan tu.

puas?
no regret at all apa yang ko buat.
sampai satu saat ko kena ngadap
mintak maap
berlutut menyembah.

sampai satu tahap tu baru ko sedar kuasa
Allah tu maha besar.

Allahuakbar.

darjah 6

"Awang mana kad laporan?
Diam--
"Belom sign lagi cikgu."

Muka cikgu dah macam harimau. Sikit masa lagi dah bole muntahkan kata-kata berbisa dia.
satu kelas diam.

KENAPA TAK SIGN LAGI?
Habisla cikgu dah naik setan.

Terketar-ketar Awang menjawab.
"Bapak demam panas cikgu."

"TAKKAN DEMAM PANAS TAK BOLE NAK SIGN!"
suara cikgu matematik itu memetir

waktu tu cikgu rasa alasan awang langsung tidak munasabah.
waktu itu darjah 6
waktu itu guru kelas kami cikgu matematik yang garang macam singa.
yang mana kalau dia jerit bagai jatung dekat atas langit kau dekat bawah.

bertapa takutnya kami pada cikgu matematik.
guru kelas kami.

dan kini aku masih teringat-ingat waktu itu
sebab waktu itu, buat aku teringat kepada arwah bapak awang yang sakit demam panas.